sigh... last night i can't fall asleep at all..
i miss my parents... i keep crying..
but i don't let my sis to know that. i just be patient.. cried without any sound. i miss my darling... =(

this morning, i woke up at 5.00am, brush my teeth,wash my face, bath with cold water = = ...burr..damn cold!
after that,i turn on my phone..
got 6 missed call.. is my dad.. and i got a new msg..
my dad:
daddy already scolded your brother already, he said he want to leave house.. dad : IS GOOD that he leave this house ah...
i reply : dad, he just act he is good in front of u, untill u and mum leave kch he tried to bully us. i got this kind of bro, the god really treat us unfair! dont worry daddy, sis and i very fine now. have fun with your travelling yea..

after i type the msg.. i cried...
i really miss my parents =(

after all the prepared
then i asked my sis to pick me to school...
when i had my examination. i don't even have any mood to do my exam paper.. after i do finish my exam paper. i just sleeping only..
in my brain.. i got a lot of devil idea. how stupid am i. i think i wanna try to hit back my bro. stupid right?? i wont do so...it just a dream!

after exam, i followed my friends .
sit at coffee shop. have a nonsense talk...
make me smile =)
after that, they finished they lunch. then we leave...
i followed my friend , back her house..
take bath.. just followed her family go farm..
and bought something...
after my sis finished her work then she come pick me from my friend's house ~

my sis and i really tired~
my sis said, she want to back home liao.
then we back our own house lor...
IM SAFE NOW! don't worry.
if my bro hit me...
i know how to call police...
i dont even care who are him...

now me at my sis's fren house...
have to stay night at here...
tell all the reader why i leave my house...
my bro always like to bully family ~
even my mum, my sis and me
My sis and i when we are child.. we always been hit by my bro..
even now, he still like to bully us.. he always like to use violence to treat us~
we never did any wrong to him... if we do wrong thing, punish us should be our parents, NOT HIM! right? why he need to be busy body? what for?
today.. my sis she close the door too strength.. my bro kick my bedroom door , the door break...
my sis cried.. my bro come in our bedroom. he wan to argue with my sis... he want to argue with my sis just because he said my sis always make noise and make him cant sleep.
my sis dont wan talk too much to him..
then he shout to her. why u dont wan to talk? u dont answer me i beat u ohh!
WTF!
im very angry.
im tried to protect my sis..
but i cant do it...
i scare to been beat by him...

luckily my sis was so clever, she told him... i change my clothes first before i talk with u...
i go downstairs , suddenly my house phone was rang...
i answer the phone. IS MY MUM...
i cried so loud.. im scare...
my mum thought im cried for her.. because she this evening just leave kch to korea...
she just reached johor i think...
then she call me...

my mum asked, what happen to u?? huh???
i said.. mum.. ( i talk about the stories to her, i said .... IM SCARE MUM!!)
she said dont cry dont cry...

while im talking the phone with my mum. my sis told me, tze... let's go..
i bring u to my friend house...
i pack all my things, include my uniform, shoes and those important stuff..
tomorrow i still need go to school for my last day of exam...

after pack all the things. my sis and i leave from the house...
she drive to her friend house...
on the way, what vulgar language also come out from our mouth...
we are too angry..

hey, if u got this kind of bro, would u like to stay at this kind of house??
i always tell myself, when i grow up. i need to be more clever, earn more money than my bro..
I DONT LOOK HIM AS MY BRO AT ALL. I HATE HIM!!! A LOT A LOT!!

till i die, i also wont call him as my bro at all...

i will leave my house temporary~
i thought my month (june).. will be a happy month..
but... i dont think so...
how i can celebrate my birthday????
friends.. dont worry... u guys must attent my birthday party owh <3

WHY! I GOT THIS KIND OF BRO...NO! NOT MY BRO!
SHOULD BE THE GUY WHO STAY AT MY HOUSE, WHY WILL TREAT US LIKE THAT..
WHY?

I DONT CALL HIM AS MY BRO ANYMORE!!!
FUCKER! I HATE U A LOT!

My red bicycle.. wakaka...

i love this sport so much..

i love ride bicycle..

im enjoy with it <3

hoho.. i saw this hush puppy. so cute..

i always disturb the puppy..

the puppy is fat, right?

haha...

i ride at around my house..

then my sister asked me ride to outside , nearby lodge school..

woo.. damn tired.. im sweat ~

that is my sis...

haha..

before the sunset, we quickly ride back to our house...

im sorry that i didnt update my blog, im busy-ing with my exam..

I WILL UPDATE MY BLOG AGAIN!

WAIT FOR ME!

Ziatsze, i know u got read my blog. hehe..

i miss u so much!

i miss the moment that we meet..

im waiting for u to come back again..

I LOVE U SO MUCH MY DEAR.

your birthday is coming soon. haha...

shit, midyear.. have to exam again...

2 weeks ahh!

headache...

my mum promised me, if i get a good result. she will give me a present...

aww. mum.. why u need to told me about this..? u made me even pressure lehh.

i try my best to get a good result for me...

HEART u....

i hope that i won't make u dissapointment on u and Mr.vincent~

today i just finished my Bahasa Melayu paper 2 & English paper 2 exam paper...

awww.. tomorrow have TWO subject to test ahh...

history2 and science2..

i didn't go for english tuition on this afternoon..

have to study my history...

tonight have to study my science...

CHAI SIN TZE... STUDY HARD!

aww... angel are falling.. please save me...
I LOVE U ANGEL!
LOL.. i have THINK TOO MUCH RIGHT NOW...
i took this pic on last saturday.. that time i was on the way to tuition centre ...
nice ho??


next wednesday my parents go korea for travelling~
my sis, my bro have to work..
left me and my maidservant at home..
zZzz.. i have to eat alone.. and cook by myself...
zzzZ... i can't dependent on my maid, u know why??
my maid cook the food that is human cannot to eat lah..

my mum said, before she leave kch. she will celebrate my brithday with me~
lol.. i have to celebrate my birthday for twice.
celebrate with friend more fun lah~

ok~
i have to offline liao..
study my history.. BYE....

飞轮海 - 默默 作曲:陈伟/宋念宇 作词:黄文萱 编曲:陈伟/黄文萱

这是一个没有答案的问题 我感觉我变了 谁让我变了.

原本这是一个没有答案的问题 却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白 你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱 慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待

不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题 我感觉我变了 谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题 却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白 你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱 慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待 不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱 未来的每一天 不管发生什么 能不能交给我呢

我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后 慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来

深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待 不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱 这是一个没有答案的问题 我感觉我变了 谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题 却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白 你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱 慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待 不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱 这是一个没有答案的问题 我感觉我变了 谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题 却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白 你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱 慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待 不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱 未来的每一天 不管发生什么 能不能交给我呢 我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后 慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来 深深的 在心里 没人看的出来 安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱 慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖 浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待 不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

我很喜欢这首歌~表达以前我暗恋我男朋友的心情...

说说我的故事吧~ 当事,我被受了伤害..我很寂寞很寂寞...

没有人可以安慰我...也没有人爱我...

直到他的出现...让我从新站起来..

去年的五月,我就开始喜欢他.

我喜欢他,他也喜欢我~

我和他之前都没想过要跟对方告白...

我们只想默默的爱着对方~

但是,暗恋是一件很痛苦的事.

我很希望很希望他是我的男朋友...

因为我相信,他是好男人...

而我生日那天我许了愿望~

我希望他是我的男友~

有一天我鼓起勇气, 向他表白~

他答应了~

我从来没向任何男人表白过....除了他!

我真的真的很爱他...

没想到我们走快一年了...

许多纠纷,困难我们都解决了...

我们还是很深爱着对方...

你永远就是你.我永远就是我..

我们都没变...

我对你爱永远都不会变!

不管什么事不要隐瞒在心里...

22天后他回来了<3

我很期待...

那一天我做了一个可笑的DREAM...

我DREAM到他提早回来...还帮我庆祝生日...

我很开心的样子....

哎~只是一场DREAM啦!能够就好啦...

如果那一场DREAM是真的,我开心得.......要命!

今年他会错过我的生日会啦 =(

很不开心....

我会一直等他回来

<3

hey guys.. sorry for the late update...hmm. im quite busy.
lets talk about my mother's day~
in the early morning, my mum wake up me and she asked me go out for breakfast... we pick our grandma grandpa too..
we having our breakfast~
after that,we sent our grandma grandpa back home...
then he back home for a short rest..
and then. i wait my mum went to bedroom. i quickly call the florist shop , and make sure the flower i already package...i asked my dad sent me to the florist shop at the padungan~
ta la~ only 3 flower..
= =

when i reached home.. i go in my mother's bedroom. she was sleeping = =

i put the flower at her side. she wake up~ and i said : HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

she just indifferent to said : oh , my daughter thanks yea..

= =

then i walked out from her bedroom...

at night, my family and i went to country court the place at 2 half mile..

woo.. the restaurant damn full...

we choose a place to sit down and order our food..

after we having our dinner.

then we went back home..

errrrrrr~ nothing special on my mother's day~~

this sunday is mothers day...
my mum keep remind me. oh yeah~ i know lar mummy, will give u a surprise...
please be patient. kay?

hek hekk..

luckily my mum dunno i have a blog. if not, when she saw this.. it's doesn't a surprise....

darling~ i always... waiting for u... to come back..

darling~ i really miss u a lot a lot!

i wish him to come back on 3rd of june..

but... he can't ~ i gonna celebrate my birthday on that day.

he 6th of june just come back kch from selangor!

too bad he cant celebrate birthday with me...

i remembered..last year i went to happy valley for celebrate my birthday...

that day, i still got invite him...

he sat another table with his friend...

i keep peep on him...

u know why? cause i like him...

hehe..

he really are special to me...

he is gonna back on 6th of june..

im so happy~

quite long no meet him already~

this the last day we meet ,on... 18th of march~ sweet huh?

when he back.. i still got a lot of things to tell him...

15th of june is our 1 year anniversary yea... please blessing us~ =)