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2010-01-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

男人的话会多么伤人，我们自己都不知道。

爱情的滋味，有的时候很甜
有的时候，却又酸酸涩涩的

她在你的面前就会失去语言的能力，她不会争吵，她说不过你，有些话，流泪的时候说不清楚
所以，女孩想，用这个方式告诉你，很多时候，她并不是无理取闹，也许，在你看来微不足道的小事，她却敏感的触到了内心的自卑与恐惧;因为，她是女孩，因为她爱你，她在乎你，所以会因为你不经意见的一句小小的气话，默默的伤心流泪;

如果你也同样爱她，那么，请不要对她说那些伤人的话;

1.“原来你就没有信过我”
她要是没相信你，会在一次又一次的伤心之后继续和你在一起吗？只是你以前给她的伤害太多了，现在她难免有些疑心，多问你几句。别忘了，她是一个女孩！你知道心疼其他的女孩，害怕自己的言行会让其他的女孩子不开心，就忘了身边的她也需要你的关心和肯定吗？

2.“我错了，行吗！对不起，还不行吗！”

谁都知道这句话不过是你在和她赌气，你有没有想过用另一种方式和她交流呢？女孩子难免会无理取闹，但她绝不是故意的！如果你肯耐心哄她，等她开心的时候再心平气和的给她讲道理，就会减少很多次的争吵，她也会为你的做法而感动的。有点时候，其实她争吵的原因并不是事件的本身，能不能不要再用理智的方式解释事件本身，用赌气的方式解决争端呢？

3.“你太任性了！”
当初是谁说过会一直宠着她、让着她的？是谁说过可以包容她的所有缺点？又是谁说过喜欢她任性时的样子？难道你都忘了吗？！既然做不到，为什么要承诺呢？

4.“你答应过我不再提以前的事了，你为什么做不到！”
你还记得你答应过她什么吗？你还记得你兑现了多少吗？你不允许她提你的“过去”，可你想过你的“过去”让她伤到多深吗？你让她承受的时候，她连躲避的机会都没有，现在你让她忘了，她就要逼自己当一切没发生;换作你，你做得到吗？

5.“我现在一点自由的空间都没有！”
她可以为你牺牲很多时间、很多事情，从没有抱怨过什么，为什么你牺牲了一点点就要每天都挂在嘴边呢？！

6.“我不管多累，都会来陪你，你不知足！”
你去找她只是因为她想见你吗？你就对她丝毫的想念都没有？！见面完全是为了满足她的愿望？！那这份爱情还真独特;

7.“你自己也找点事做，别总想着和我呆在一起！”
原来你已经不喜欢和她在一起了、已经烦她了！你看到她的心在流泪了吗？她不是没人陪、没事做，只是她的爱还没有变，而且还天真的以为你仍然像以前那样爱她！

也许她是个太敏感的女孩

就是小小的一句气话
可能就会黯然
就会悄悄的躲起来哭泣
可是，真的真的，她爱你;
请不要再用这些话来伤害她了，可以么？

Those sentences my ex told me before . 1 to 7 , almost 6 sentences he told me before..
He is not good guy..
How much he hurt me. How he cheated me.. I Never forget.

Hari Raya ^^

2009-09-22T11:56:00.001+08:00

21 september

selamat hari raya!

i only have one malays friend. his name is aizat..

i texted him and greet him selamat hari raya, and he replied and asked me to visit his house..

but im shy lah. never meet him before.. and don't know where is his house..

i went to my dad's cousin house

lol.. will u guys feel so curious that why my dad got a malay cousin??

all right, tell u guys why..

hmm.. last time.. my grandma's parents was destitute . and her parents got a lot of daughter. so they decided to let oldest sister adpot by a malays family..

then now. she was married to a malay man..

she already got son, son's wife ,grandson and granddaughter...

with a rich and happy family

every year raya we must visiting them.. as a manner. haha...

in the early morning.. we took our breakfast. then we went to grandma house to pick grandma and auntie..

my dad really so kiddie.. ^^

my sister really vain! =D

reached my dad's cousin house.. we greet them and shake hand..

those are my cousin.. biao jie, biao jie fu

mummy and daddy was talking with cousin

biao jie and her cute daughter ( sweetie pie)

nice garden

my food.

my grandma and her sister 100 % likeness..

after that, we leave.

we went to dad's friend house and visit him..

he married with a malay women..

but he is a chinese man..

cool ?? he became muslim..

whao.. my dad's friend love to telling story..

but i never hear what he said..

candid* haha

my cousin and my sis

lol.. u like the green soft drinks ,izzit?

sorry. im vain too =)

he is a business man too. who are very good in drawing and creative mind..

next..

and the last visted house..

wooo.. when u saw the picture.. u will say HIGH CLASS..

haha.. this is my dad's customer house.

the customer is malay.. but her husband is england's man

my dad helped him do ceiling

show the ceiling to u guys.. im proud with my dad

nice??

and this.

and this... wahhhhhh.. hahaha...

we are enjoy the food.. thumb up. yummy yummy

my dad got capture more pic.. at his camera..
i cannot show too much picture..
later got ppl copy the boss's house style later i will been accuse..
haha kidding kiddng..

after that, we fetch our grandma back her house.
i was exhausted.. at car slept untill like a pig.
end...

22 september
this morning.. i went out took breakfast with my family at 101 coffee shop..
i finished my breakfast.. i was enjoyed my Teh C..
i saw a fatty uncle walked onward..
then i saw something drop on the floor from his pocket
i wanted to call that uncle to tell him that something is drop from his pocket..
but i was shy.. i don't dare to tell him about it.
then.. when i wanted to go into the car..
before that. i went and looked on the floor what is that..
then i looked carefully.
i told my mum.. mami.. that is a HONG LEONG atm card..
then i took it, i go find the fatty uncle.
i looked on him.. he is reading english newspaper.. i was thinking.
he sure don't know how to speak chinese..
then i said. uncle.. your card..
he just blur blur like that looked at me.. OH, THANK YOU..
i was sweating.. haha.. i went into the car..

my parents said..
you see you see.. that fatty man came out ah..looked at u..
i think.. he just awaken. because just now i gave him his card . he just blur blur looked at me..
after that, my parents asked ...what is his response while u gave him back the card?..
i said.. he just blur blur looked at me..
my parents said. sure lah. u didnt tell him where he drop. and he dont know he drop the card also ma.. sure blur blur lah...

whatever lah.. i saw it drop from his pocket ma..

i told parents.. i learned from daddy de.. because last time my dad half way driving..
saw a malay ride motorcycle.. his wallet drop on the road..
my dad quickly hon the malays guys.. he rode so fast.. like didnt heard we hon him..
my dad took the wallet from the road and waited for him to come back..
then he rode not far just realize..
he rode back and find us..
he took back..

haha.. must be a person who are kind..so that, ppl will treat u kind too..
but sometime.. ppl who bully u or step on your head.. MUST TREAT THEM THE SAME THING!

the end...

hang out <3

2009-09-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

yesterday evening. i went to THE SPRING with my bf , daymond, melvin, and benny!

then we planned to watch movie at MBO.

we choose a movie.. G-force (3D) it cost rm 20 @@

and we watched at 6.15pm

this is the first time i went to MBO cinema watch movie...

WHAO! inside the cinema is really HIGH CLASS!!!

better than star cinema a lot a lot!

when we went inside the cinema.. the staff gave us 3D glasses

inside was so dark.. we wear up our 3D glasses and enjoy the movie..

the movie quite nice lah, but a bit bored..

LOL..

and among the movie got put some pop song.. so cool!

like Boom Boom Pow, Flo,Rida(jump) some lady gaga songs..

quite nice..

after that we went out from cinema..

something happened!

someone so flower heart and hurt my friend..

saw my friend really felt hard.. he knocked his head on the wall.

i advise him to break up..

then he break up with her..

hmm.. dont mention too much.. =)

after that we went outside talking..

SIN TZE LOVE VINCENT <3

with green tee is melvin. and the one who wear cap is daymond

he was ate the chocolate that i gave him..

while we chit chat. my dad was called me. he said he was on the way to pick me..

when he reached. he called me..

then i got 4 body guard was walked behind me. LOL!

i brought them to Nederland.. HAHA!

i walked wrong way..DUH!... LOL!

my 4 body guard was so swt!

haha...

then i back home already.. it was 8 pm something then i back already.

so early , right? haih.. im a good girl, u know?

HAHA

RAWR! school is reopening tmr!

2009-08-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

shit?!

i hate going to school.

need to faces mod exam and spm soon..

OMG! i not yet get ready.. =(

ar.. forget about it..

lol. let talk about how i spend my holidays.

hehe..

my holidays is very very boring..

always stay at home be home girl..

everyday online, chatting, fb, view ppl's blog..

but i seldom watch televison , weird right?

from my holidays started. i always stay at home, or tuition.. my life always like this..

last saturday.. my friends and i made some sushi ~ yummy!

but too bad. i wasn't not california maki.. i wanna do it when i free.. i get ebiko liao! my friend helped me to bought ebiko.

im finding the ebiko really really hard. duh.. last friday . i went to choice daily, boulevard..

also didn't found my ebiko! T.T

I LOVE DIE EBIKO!

okay, stop the topic.

show you guys how we make sushi ^^

it's simple and easy

1. firstly, wash your rice. Add some water.

2. one eggs, stir the eggs. and then use pan/pot to fry the eggs.

bravo.. my kylie babe.. she can fry the egg nicely.

3.boil the prawn, crab stick and sausages

( im sorry that i didnt show out the pic, because im the one who boil the ingredient)

4. cut the cucumber, crab stick, prawn ,eggs and sausages~

5. boil the rice vinegar,salt and sugar and stir it..

mix with the rice.

6.before u wrap it. put all the ingredient on top of the seaweed.

7. wrap it and cut it off..

my kylie babe.. she is so cute. haha

DENG DENG! lol..

the sushi shape doesn't look nice. but.. DELICIOUS!

kylie, me and kelly take turns to made sushi..

the most smaller size sushi is made by kelly. HAHA..

stop here..

BoA

2009-08-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

投降!

2009-08-24T12:31:00.000+08:00

昨晚,我以为我不看到那个电话,我就不会想起他!
哪里知道,当我回房间的时候...
我的手很顺手的从我的枕头下拿了我的电话出来..
看是否有信息...
没有! 很失望的躺在床上翻来翻去..
睡不着觉!~
只好发信息给他说..
我投降了!
(才没到一天的时间.. 自己已经投降了)

我打电话给他.
我问他说你在哪里.. 玩SNOOKER啊..
我说... 好的,你去玩先吧..
他就说.. 不用紧啦!
我就一直笑~
他问我,做么你一直笑?
我说我真的很可笑...我投降了!
他就说.. 说真的,你要我放下你,我做不到...
我听了很感动...
有流泪了...

我很可笑吧??超级三分种热度!

argue again =(

2009-08-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

Actually i dont felt want to post about this thing.
But i cant patient. If i faces something problem.. i sure will talk to him or friends..
express my soul to my blog..

sometime happened between me and him..
i dont mention about it..

i don't even dare to cry while im talking phone with him..
my tears just drop from my eyes..
I don't dare to cry out any sound.. just silent...
he asked me. u cried?
i said. no.. i didn't. i said ok lah. u go find your friend liao ( he still at food fair that time)
he said don't want..
i forced him to go find his friends.
at last he said ok..

i send msg for him..
I DONT METION WHAT WE WROTE ON THE MSG..

At last, i decided. gave him 1 day to think of it..and not to contact for 1 day..
let him compare the freedom life or got a gf life..

He accepted my decision and asked me to think of it too..

last msg he send me still shown that he still care of me..
i told him im going to sleep now..
actually i cheated him..

i just want to be alone..
i leave my phone at my bedroom.. don't want to look for it..
if i saw that handphone will make me to think of him, and think want to sms him..
i just leave it there..

why?? why relationship is that hard to maintain..
I DO BELIEVE LOVE IS NOT FOREVER!

Maybe.. i gonna be single,
maybe.. i still on relationship..

im waiting for his answer..
and he also waiting for my answer!

JAPANESE FOOD! Weeee....

2009-08-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.. im so sorry about that i quite long time didnt update my blog.
lol.. im quite busy for last few weeks. hmm.. im fine.. hehe..

i want to share the video of how to making sushi..

aww... california maki IS MY FAVOURITE..
everytime i go sushi king i sure got order california maki!

im thinking to make sushi when i free
need to ask my mum bring me and buy some ingredient

but its hard to find the prawn egg (ebiko)

anyone know where got sell ebiko in kch?
i think cold storage or choice daily maybe got lah?!

My friday

2009-08-08T10:05:00.000+08:00

昨天放学回家, 就去洗澡...
然后等我的朋友来载我..

我等了好久..

他三点多才来载我...MING WEI 和 TANG YAO都在车里了...

载了我,然后去BATU KAWA载另一个朋友..

到BATU KAWA 已经是4点多了..

看看那俩位傻人...在我朋友家外面按铃...

我的天啊..很迟了...

然后赶着去对面港的图书馆...

驾到半路..

那位傻SAM 不知道要怎么样去..

有转头下城市的南市图书馆..

到那时...我们在图书馆的门口看那个时间表...

5点关!!!

ZZZ

我们到那里已经是4.45分了...

都要关了.. 不能进去学书啦..

没办法啦..只好到一个CAFE学书咯..

我们选了PATIO CAFE..

这是我点的,

ICE BLENDED CHOCOLATE!

超好喝的哦...

如果我没记错的话.. 好像是RM7.50

你看看你看看... 他们不懂是不是在学书的呀! 来玩游戏机 = = 我很喜欢PATIO CAFE 的装饰.. 进去感觉很轻松.

6点我们就走路去古晋节..

在对面而已.. 不是很远...

到那.. 我也不懂要吃些什么呢..

只是到处看看...

我只买了MUACI..

草莓口味.

在古晋节我看到很多朋友哦..

也看到我以前的男朋友 NICHOLAS..

我只跟他打招呼然后就走了..

我去看我朋友变魔术...

过不久,NICHOLAS打来.. 问我要不要跟他聊天..

我走去找他..

他有位朋友很眼熟..

才知道我以前看过他.

KIM HONG.

当我读中三的时候,NICHOLAS曾经带他来我学校.

过不久,我那群朋友来找我说,他们要去CYBER..

我只好跟去..

我做在那里发呆...

我男朋友打给我..

他就问我在哪里,我说CYBER咯..

他就说闷吗? 我说一点点...

他就说看你前面一下...

啊!!!是他.. 我的脚不停的踩地板...

整个人像猴子一样.. 我跑过去抱他..

他给了一个惊喜! 哈哈..

哈哈..他很厉害耍花招的,

我要去图书馆的时候他说他要玩DOTA..(在家)

我就说好的..

其实厚!他在HOCK LEE...

然后勒..他走路来OCEAN CYBER的时候..

他骗我说他跟他的朋友在他家附近的咖啡店喝水...

我一直骂他..因为他骗我,但是我很开心耶!

哈哈...

我,他还有他的朋友闲着没事做..

然后就说再走路去古晋节...

我就带他们去看我的朋友变魔术...

看好以后,他们就买食物.

然后我们就坐在湖边吃东西...

UNCLE BOB 的炸鸡超好吃的!

9点多我的朋友打给我了.说他们在大门等我了

我就跟我男朋友道别..

我回到家已是不是10点了..

我是最后一个回家

Project Xel ( online selling )

2009-07-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

http://www.project-xel.blogspot.com/

support my friend.. you click the link..
and u can see some pretty dresses, and hot pants!
still got some stock will coming soon. some tops and some cardigans!
don't regret if u dont buy it!

some stock is coming soon..
check it out!

雨过天晴

2009-07-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

太过冲动．．．

昨天．我和你通电话．．．

我问你，你还爱我吗？你只静静不回应．．．

我当时很冲动．．．

我和他在一起一年多了．．

太多事情发生！

我和他都很受不了．．

昨天我就很冲动的说要分手．．．

我问他很多次．他不回应．．

我就利用强行得问他．．．

好啦，我知道了．．你不回应，那代表你答应了分手．．

我们从此不要再联络了吧．．

他还是不回应我．．

我就把电话盖下了．．．

我当时．．真的流泪了．．．

我心想．．就算他答应了分手．．我还可以偷偷摸摸的爱着他．．

我跟他分手不是我不爱他了．而是．．我们之间太多事情发生．．

他太了解我了．．．他每次都知道我的感受．．

而．．我却不知道他想什么．．．

我很自私吧？是我太自私太固执．．

我发讯息给他．．我说谢谢给我那么多回忆．．我还记得，我曾经很爱你．．．

他说对不起．．是我做太多错事了．

他其实都没有错。。。是我。。。太过分了。
我问他你爱我吗？他说我爱你。
我不想分手也有理由的。。。我跟你在一起很久了。。我只想让我们俩有一个从新的机会。
我看了那封信息我真的很感动。。
他是个很好的男生，但我从来没珍惜。。。

我想说。。。我真的很爱你！

我~

2009-07-18T10:42:00.000+08:00

我。。。被你狠狠得用刀砍了几刀在我的心上。。。。

我不想再让我的心被砍。。。我不停的奔跑。。。

我的心一直流血，也一直流泪。。。眼泪不是从我的眼流出来，而是，我的心流泪。。。

我一直跑一直的跑。。。但是跑的时候。。。又被你抓去了。。

我的脚被铁链给绑着。。

不管铁链再绑着我，我还想逃跑。。。我又跑掉了。。

我不想再被你砍，我一直跑。。。但是我在路途中。。遇到轮卷风。。被卷了回去。。。

可能要到了终点。。。但是。。还是不能抵达。。。

　我的心流泪了。。。

我被你砍了。。。

你还是那个你吗？

你是怎么了？

我累了。。。

我不再为你。。把眼泪从眼里流出来。。

我不想任何人关心我。。。

我只想静一静。。。

可能这场梦不是真实的。。。

当我醒来时，我终觉得我的心一阵阵的痛。。。

我的眼开起来好累好累。。。

昨晚，我只望着外面的天空。。。

真的很阴暗。。。

没看到星星在闪耀。。。

凌晨４点。。。天空有点暗有点亮～

看着看着。。。眼泪流了。。。

也睡着去。。。。

Shame of it..

2009-07-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

http://profiles.friendster.com/59313519

this girl. really spoiled our school reputation...
really shame of it
this is is just form 2 only...
she is form our school, smk kuching high~
they said she dont even shame of it.

know your enemy!

2009-07-04T10:26:00.000+08:00

ROCK AND ROLL!!
LOVES!

Do you know the enemy?Do you know your enemy?

Well, gotta know the enemyDo you know the enemy?Do you know your enemy?

Well, gotta know the enemy

Violence is an energy Against the enemyViolence is an energy Bringing on the fury

The choir infantryRevolt against the honor to obey Overthrow the effigy

The vast majority We're burning down the bargain of control Silence is the enemy

Against your urgencySo rally up the demons of your soulDo you know the enemy?

Do you know your enemy?Well, gotta know the enemyThe Insurgency will riseWhen the blood's been sacrificed Don't be blinded by the liesIn your eyes

Violence is an energyFrom here to eternityViolence is an energy

Silence is the enemySo gimme gimme revolutionDo you know the enemy?

Do you know your enemy?Well, gotta know the enemyDo you know the enemy?

Do you know your enemy?Well, gotta know the enemyOverthrow the effigy

The vast majorityWe're burning down the bargain of controlSilence is the enemy

Against your urgencySo rally up the demons of your soul

sick =(

2009-07-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

this morning, when i woke up. im feeling not well...

but i still went to school.

i tot i wont get sick. because i seldom get sick one~

im tried to slept at class. but i cant, its damn noisy..

during chinese period. i cant even concentrate.

teacher asked me to stand up and answering her question.

she dont know im sick...she tot im not concentrate during she teaching.

recess time, my chinese teacher not yet leave my classroom.

i kept said, so cold..

the teacher asked me, u sick huh? i said yea...

wanna take medicine ? i said , i asked my friend help me go office and take it liao..

after i ate medicine... felt better.

i reached home .

after take bath,

then take a rest..

untill 5pm..

i started feeling not well.

fever , and felt wanna vomit...

i go downstairs and told my mummy tat im sick.

she gave me panadol. and i go back and rest a while...

woke up and ate the porridge.. yummy~

now feeling better~ =D

oh ya, i didnt been choosen for having national service. how lucky ... XD

Tagged by cutie ah joe

2009-06-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

If you are tagged, answer these 14 questions.

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

> neck

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

> blur

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

>last night, my bf

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

>nope

5.Will you ever donate blood?

>not yet

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
> I DUNNO

7.Do you want someone to be dead?

> NOPE. I don't want anyone that who love me a lot to leaving me.

8.What does your last text message say ?

>"ok darling, good night.muackz...don't too late sleep ya. hugss"

9.What are you thinking right now?

>what time he slept last night.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

>sure

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

>1.12am

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

>hock lee shopping centre. my mum bought for me.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?

> yesh, my bf

14. 10 CREATURES to do this quiz .THIS IS an ORDER !

1. vivian

2. stupiak ling

3. kai fern

4. Nelson

5. siobii ( jennifer)

6. Nicholas

7. Felicia

8. kher jiun

9. Michelle Dao Dao Wa Wa

10. Ah joe (tag back, LOL. i have nobody to tag liao)

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

she is single

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be good?

omg??! lesbian meh?nono!

18. What is no.1 studying about?

secondary school wor. my schoolmate

19.when was the last time you chatted with them ?

my bf (last night before i slept), eva , lydia , josephine

20. Is no. 4 single?

yesh, i think so...

21. Say something about no.2

she is pretty, cute and funny. she is a girl who are very like to joking.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

oh no, they dont know each others. but no.6 already like others girl le wor.

23. Describe no.9.

pretty, but she is too thin!!

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

ask them dont fight.. but i believe no.6 he won't hit girl . he is quite gentlement

25. Do you like no.8?

yes

FINALLY DONE!

Finally meet him

2009-06-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..

hehe...

today is daymond's brithday.

he is my best friend also.. he is my bf's friend also...

i knew him just because of my bf..

i went out with my bf he always followed. he became our bulb..

but it's ok lah. he is very kind one...

lol...

just now i went to his house and have a bbq party~

very fun..

this picture is taken when i on the way to back my home home..

damn dark...

lol...

that's all~

gonna sleep liao

tata!!!

Food stall

2009-06-24T14:25:00.000+08:00

hello, im so sorry to all the readers that im so late to update my blog.. im too busy this few week..

haha. let's talk about wat i did this few day...

22th June

morning i went to school. my friends they all didn't go to school.

they said they want to rest. then, im so lonely that day.

my teacher asked me. why they didn't come?

i cheated that teacher that, they need to prepare all those food things.

she said why they need last minutes to prepare huh? and she so mad and scolded me..

i cried in front the teacher...

then she said. i give u faces only...

u tell them this afternoon must attent!!!

i said ok...

after finished school.

lydia come and pick me to buy those food...

untill night..

they come my house and help me prepare all the food.

they also stay night at my house...

lets show the pictures to all the readers. haha....

this is me... haha. huggie the teddy bear and sleep

all my friends were sleeping at my house living room..

but we only sleep 2 hours... we prepare the food untill 1 am + i think...

we slept at 3 am +

i woke up at 5.00am, omg... im damn tired...

i woke up them , but they dont have any respon ba..

at last i woke up tze ting... i asked her go bath...

after that, they all woke up.. and jia surn come my house and help me took all the things and sent it to school.. his car is full of my stuff...

fiona also come my house and meet me.. but.. she drive untill my house. her car tyre leak air...

then fiona go pertonas ...

after that , we all reach to school. and carry all things to canteen... and start our business ^^

this menu is did by me.. nice or not? they tear the price..not nice liaw =(

this is my stall. haha.. im melting the chocolate =D

it is so tired to do those stuff...and stand whole day...

and i didnt take enough rest.. all of us are too tired... really!

we sell a lot of foods..

2.00pm.. my friends and i clean all the things. and sweep the floor..

then we leave... they all go to my house and separated the money that we each to 6 gals.. including me..

hmmm.. and how much we earn...

i don't divulge... =D

after i finished bath, i went out with them.. actually wanna take a lunch with them. but fiona's car tyre leak air again... we had no choice . went back her house ...

then i sit jia surn's car went to airport mcd with lydia and linda...

i went to bought some food from mcd.

im too hungry..

after that , i went back fiona's house and wait them to come into the car then we all back home sweet home...

im the first one back home home..

i reached home quickly took a bath..

5.00+

i nap at bed and sleep till this morning.. haha...

cool huh? first time i slept that long time.. XD

im little piggy.

ngoi ngoi

I love this song

2009-06-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

she is pretty . right??

let's talk about my feeling

uhmm... Im sad actually. sigh!

argue with my boy last night!

damn serious.

haha... dont talk about it.

HEY , my PRETTY QUEEN JACY VOON ZIATSZE!

WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

XOXO. I LOVE U A LOT , BABE...

U ARE ALWAYS MY BEST BUDDY!

HUGSS... I MISS U BADLY , BABE!

CAN GIVE ME A HUG? IM SAD! =(

oh yeah, baby boy is back...

2009-06-09T10:23:00.000+08:00

lol... from yesterday my bf timetable is damn full huh...
because his friend wanna hang up with him.
but then.. i cant go out wif him =(
my parents will scold me lah..
sigh...
last night.. he went to my tuition centre and meet me a while...
i pass something for him...
and he pass me clothes and the couple cap..
lol.. LOVES IT SO MUCH...
when i saw him.. i directly hug him so tight so tight...
huhu.. im waiting for him 3 months ahhh!!
then we muackz muackz...
huhu...
then he said he need to leave now. because his friend is waiting for him
i go downstairs and greet his friend..
haha..his friends is damn funny
they are JF, daymond, and jonathan.
lolx... 1st thing i said to them... HI, CHAO AH GUA...
hahaha... then they called me ji leng.. know what is ji leng? LIZARD...
lol.. this nickname is come from my baby boy lehh.. last time he always called me lizard. i dunno why he will gave me this nickname... really weird. haha...
i gave him a very weird nickname too... but! i dont want to tell u guys. lol...
shit, i forget to capture picture with him... =(

Happy Birthday To Chai Sin Tze =D

2009-06-04T14:24:00.000+08:00

7pm my party started...

you see, this guy.. his name is jia surn.

he always like to make fun~

she asked lydia to help him make up. OH MY GOD!hmmm... they are eating!

sapphire and kylie.. both of them so leng~

bbq at my house.. haha....

joo hong. u cacat kah?

they are playing uno cards.

haha,she is my hot babe

fiona is my best buddy. loves her

lala.. it's time to tear my present..

woo... a pinky LV wallet! thanks lydia and fish

OMG! I LOVES THIS A LOT A LOT! SO CUTE

THANKS KYLIE... muackz

some of the picture i didnt upload. i mean the present. haha

after that, Jo,kylie and sapphire gonna back home.

they asked my to cut the cake..

they sing happy birthday songs to me...

and i make a wish...haha...i dont tell you guys what i wish.

it is a secret! ho ho...BLOW THE CANDLE...

Weee, im 17 years old luu...

OMG! IT IS A STRAWBERRY CAKE.

my favorite

BIRTHDAY EVE

2009-06-04T13:29:00.000+08:00

let's talk about how i celebrate my birthday..

(2 nd of june) birthday eve

went out with friends...

before we went to watch movie.

we take dinner at causeway by,yummy... i loves the food..

after we take finished our dinner.

we went to star cinema watch TERMINATOR SALVATION.

after that. we went to SAMBAL restaurant having drinks.

GOSH...i love the design.PINK.

we chit chat ... untill 12am...

then fiona,lydia, summer, cheng yong, yew fong, who are shake hand with me,wish me happy birthday.

the 1st msg i recieved is from

sandy( on 11.58pm)

alex, so touched me..

he called me, at 12am ~ haha...

I WANNA THANKS FOR THOSE PPL SEND ME THE MSG WITH BIRTHDAY WISH

linda,sam,tang yau,eva,ling,ming wei,eric,shirley,vivian,adeline,Lyndon,adeline wong, michelle,hoo hee,kian hong,jia surn.

i recieved call from

maine, summer

MUACKZ.. I LOVES U ALL!

santubong 2day 1 night

2009-06-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

5月31日刚好我姐姐没做工~

我们打算去SANTUBONG住一晚...

11点多,我,姐姐,还有他的朋友们. 相约到101的真功夫...

也是我们第一次去那间吃早餐...

看到餐厅都是满满的人群...还以为他的东西有多美味...

哪知道...烂透了!!

我姐姐的朋友还吃霸王餐勒~ 明明就有点了那些食物... 当我们要还钱的时候...

收据有几种食物的价钱没在收据里...

8个人吃才还了RM30++

烂!

吃完了BRUNCH我们就出发啦!!

没多久就抵达了...

哇! 超多人的哦~

我们CHECK IN了...

把东西放了以后.. 我们就到处走走...

独自看着海边.... ^^我姐姐还有他的朋友...可爱的小屋

几够力的呀~ 6个人坐一个翘翘板...哈哈... 我们不是要破坏公物啊...是我们太无聊了!

我们回房间换了泳衣...但是我姐姐她们没带...他们只穿了黑衣短裤...然后就去游泳池去...
当我们准备要下水时...那里的工作人员说..穿黑衣不能下水...只能穿白衣或泳衣!
我姐姐他们都不能下水..我也不想游了...没有人陪我嘛~
但真的是歪理!!黑衣跟白衣还不是一样!! 还不是衣服嘛!

没办法啦...
只好走去海边玩...
我们下水去..本来我不敢游..
我很讨厌那个咸水...
但是看他们玩得很开心...
我也开始跟他们玩了...
我们还在海里打架..
呵呵~没啦...我们玩耍而已...

太阳也下山了..
我们赶快回去冲凉...
就驾车去BUNTAL吃海鲜...

吃好了我们的晚餐~
就回RESORT...
而我呢~睡觉啦...
他们就玩牌啦...

一觉天亮....
收好东西就回家啦!
闷~

哈哈...明天就是我的生日了~
今晚跟朋友看戏去~呵呵

Halo, im back home sweet home...

2009-05-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

sigh... last night i can't fall asleep at all..
i miss my parents... i keep crying..
but i don't let my sis to know that. i just be patient.. cried without any sound. i miss my darling... =(

this morning, i woke up at 5.00am, brush my teeth,wash my face, bath with cold water = = ...burr..damn cold!
after that,i turn on my phone..
got 6 missed call.. is my dad.. and i got a new msg..
my dad:
daddy already scolded your brother already, he said he want to leave house.. dad : IS GOOD that he leave this house ah...
i reply : dad, he just act he is good in front of u, untill u and mum leave kch he tried to bully us. i got this kind of bro, the god really treat us unfair! dont worry daddy, sis and i very fine now. have fun with your travelling yea..

after i type the msg.. i cried...
i really miss my parents =(

after all the prepared
then i asked my sis to pick me to school...
when i had my examination. i don't even have any mood to do my exam paper.. after i do finish my exam paper. i just sleeping only..
in my brain.. i got a lot of devil idea. how stupid am i. i think i wanna try to hit back my bro. stupid right?? i wont do so...it just a dream!

after exam, i followed my friends .
sit at coffee shop. have a nonsense talk...
make me smile =)
after that, they finished they lunch. then we leave...
i followed my friend , back her house..
take bath.. just followed her family go farm..
and bought something...
after my sis finished her work then she come pick me from my friend's house ~

my sis and i really tired~
my sis said, she want to back home liao.
then we back our own house lor...
IM SAFE NOW! don't worry.
if my bro hit me...
i know how to call police...
i dont even care who are him...

Im leave from my house

2009-05-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

now me at my sis's fren house...
have to stay night at here...
tell all the reader why i leave my house...
my bro always like to bully family ~
even my mum, my sis and me
My sis and i when we are child.. we always been hit by my bro..
even now, he still like to bully us.. he always like to use violence to treat us~
we never did any wrong to him... if we do wrong thing, punish us should be our parents, NOT HIM! right? why he need to be busy body? what for?
today.. my sis she close the door too strength.. my bro kick my bedroom door , the door break...
my sis cried.. my bro come in our bedroom. he wan to argue with my sis... he want to argue with my sis just because he said my sis always make noise and make him cant sleep.
my sis dont wan talk too much to him..
then he shout to her. why u dont wan to talk? u dont answer me i beat u ohh!
WTF!
im very angry.
im tried to protect my sis..
but i cant do it...
i scare to been beat by him...

luckily my sis was so clever, she told him... i change my clothes first before i talk with u...
i go downstairs , suddenly my house phone was rang...
i answer the phone. IS MY MUM...
i cried so loud.. im scare...
my mum thought im cried for her.. because she this evening just leave kch to korea...
she just reached johor i think...
then she call me...

my mum asked, what happen to u?? huh???
i said.. mum.. ( i talk about the stories to her, i said .... IM SCARE MUM!!)
she said dont cry dont cry...

while im talking the phone with my mum. my sis told me, tze... let's go..
i bring u to my friend house...
i pack all my things, include my uniform, shoes and those important stuff..
tomorrow i still need go to school for my last day of exam...

after pack all the things. my sis and i leave from the house...
she drive to her friend house...
on the way, what vulgar language also come out from our mouth...
we are too angry..

hey, if u got this kind of bro, would u like to stay at this kind of house??
i always tell myself, when i grow up. i need to be more clever, earn more money than my bro..
I DONT LOOK HIM AS MY BRO AT ALL. I HATE HIM!!! A LOT A LOT!!

till i die, i also wont call him as my bro at all...

i will leave my house temporary~
i thought my month (june).. will be a happy month..
but... i dont think so...
how i can celebrate my birthday????
friends.. dont worry... u guys must attent my birthday party owh <3

WHY! I GOT THIS KIND OF BRO...NO! NOT MY BRO!
SHOULD BE THE GUY WHO STAY AT MY HOUSE, WHY WILL TREAT US LIKE THAT..
WHY?

I DONT CALL HIM AS MY BRO ANYMORE!!!
FUCKER! I HATE U A LOT!

my favorite sport

2009-05-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

My red bicycle.. wakaka...

i love this sport so much..

i love ride bicycle..

im enjoy with it <3

hoho.. i saw this hush puppy. so cute..

i always disturb the puppy..

the puppy is fat, right?

haha...

i ride at around my house..

then my sister asked me ride to outside , nearby lodge school..

woo.. damn tired.. im sweat ~

that is my sis...

haha..

before the sunset, we quickly ride back to our house...

im sorry that i didnt update my blog, im busy-ing with my exam..

I WILL UPDATE MY BLOG AGAIN!

WAIT FOR ME!

Ziatsze, i know u got read my blog. hehe..

i miss u so much!

i miss the moment that we meet..

im waiting for u to come back again..

I LOVE U SO MUCH MY DEAR.

your birthday is coming soon. haha...

Exam week....

2009-05-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

shit, midyear.. have to exam again...

2 weeks ahh!

headache...

my mum promised me, if i get a good result. she will give me a present...

aww. mum.. why u need to told me about this..? u made me even pressure lehh.

i try my best to get a good result for me...

HEART u....

i hope that i won't make u dissapointment on u and Mr.vincent~

today i just finished my Bahasa Melayu paper 2 & English paper 2 exam paper...

awww.. tomorrow have TWO subject to test ahh...

history2 and science2..

i didn't go for english tuition on this afternoon..

have to study my history...

tonight have to study my science...

CHAI SIN TZE... STUDY HARD!

aww... angel are falling.. please save me...
I LOVE U ANGEL!
LOL.. i have THINK TOO MUCH RIGHT NOW...
i took this pic on last saturday.. that time i was on the way to tuition centre ...
nice ho??

next wednesday my parents go korea for travelling~
my sis, my bro have to work..
left me and my maidservant at home..
zZzz.. i have to eat alone.. and cook by myself...
zzzZ... i can't dependent on my maid, u know why??
my maid cook the food that is human cannot to eat lah..

my mum said, before she leave kch. she will celebrate my brithday with me~
lol.. i have to celebrate my birthday for twice.
celebrate with friend more fun lah~

ok~
i have to offline liao..
study my history.. BYE....

The song make me remember of something~

2009-05-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

飞轮海 - 默默作曲:陈伟/宋念宇作词:黄文萱编曲:陈伟/黄文萱

这是一个没有答案的问题我感觉我变了谁让我变了.

原本这是一个没有答案的问题却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待

不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱未来的每一天不管发生什么能不能交给我呢

我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来

深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱这是一个没有答案的问题我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱这是一个没有答案的问题我感觉我变了谁让我变了

原本这是一个没有答案的问题却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱未来的每一天不管发生什么能不能交给我呢我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来深深的在心里没人看的出来安静的但却一直都在是你默默的爱慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待不用说我就能够明白你默默的爱

我很喜欢这首歌~表达以前我暗恋我男朋友的心情...

说说我的故事吧~ 当事,我被受了伤害..我很寂寞很寂寞...

没有人可以安慰我...也没有人爱我...

直到他的出现...让我从新站起来..

去年的五月,我就开始喜欢他.

我喜欢他,他也喜欢我~

我和他之前都没想过要跟对方告白...

我们只想默默的爱着对方~

但是,暗恋是一件很痛苦的事.

我很希望很希望他是我的男朋友...

因为我相信,他是好男人...

而我生日那天我许了愿望~

我希望他是我的男友~

有一天我鼓起勇气, 向他表白~

他答应了~

我从来没向任何男人表白过....除了他!

我真的真的很爱他...

没想到我们走快一年了...

许多纠纷,困难我们都解决了...

我们还是很深爱着对方...

你永远就是你.我永远就是我..

我们都没变...

我对你爱永远都不会变!

不管什么事不要隐瞒在心里...

22天后他回来了<3

我很期待...

那一天我做了一个可笑的DREAM...

我DREAM到他提早回来...还帮我庆祝生日...

我很开心的样子....

哎~只是一场DREAM啦!能够就好啦...

如果那一场DREAM是真的,我开心得.......要命!

今年他会错过我的生日会啦 =(

很不开心....

我会一直等他回来

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY PART 2

2009-05-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. sorry for the late update...hmm. im quite busy.
lets talk about my mother's day~
in the early morning, my mum wake up me and she asked me go out for breakfast... we pick our grandma grandpa too..
we having our breakfast~
after that,we sent our grandma grandpa back home...
then he back home for a short rest..
and then. i wait my mum went to bedroom. i quickly call the florist shop , and make sure the flower i already package...i asked my dad sent me to the florist shop at the padungan~
ta la~ only 3 flower..
= =

when i reached home.. i go in my mother's bedroom. she was sleeping = =

i put the flower at her side. she wake up~ and i said : HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

she just indifferent to said : oh , my daughter thanks yea..

= =

then i walked out from her bedroom...

at night, my family and i went to country court the place at 2 half mile..

woo.. the restaurant damn full...

we choose a place to sit down and order our food..

after we having our dinner.

then we went back home..

errrrrrr~ nothing special on my mother's day~~

mothers day...

2009-05-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

this sunday is mothers day...
my mum keep remind me. oh yeah~ i know lar mummy, will give u a surprise...
please be patient. kay?

hek hekk..

luckily my mum dunno i have a blog. if not, when she saw this.. it's doesn't a surprise....

Im still waiting for u...

2009-05-06T14:17:00.000+08:00

darling~ i always... waiting for u... to come back..

darling~ i really miss u a lot a lot!

i wish him to come back on 3rd of june..

but... he can't ~ i gonna celebrate my birthday on that day.

he 6th of june just come back kch from selangor!

too bad he cant celebrate birthday with me...

i remembered..last year i went to happy valley for celebrate my birthday...

that day, i still got invite him...

he sat another table with his friend...

i keep peep on him...

u know why? cause i like him...

hehe..

he really are special to me...

he is gonna back on 6th of june..

im so happy~

quite long no meet him already~

this the last day we meet ,on... 18th of march~ sweet huh?

when he back.. i still got a lot of things to tell him...

15th of june is our 1 year anniversary yea... please blessing us~ =)

女人

2009-04-30T22:26:00.000+08:00

女人本性爱比较...
谁比较瘦,谁比较漂亮,谁穿衣服比较好看...
厚~
有够无聊的吧...
但...我不是这样爱比较的人...
我穿衣服有自己的个性...我不需要跟人比较...漂亮?我...不美...何必跟人比?

就很讨厌有种女生啊,真爱比较...
然后觉得自己被男生呵护很威风耶! 超做作...
你以为你多美?
被男生摸了还无所谓...
小姐... 你有够.......

你变了...
你的好姐妹说...
她们容忍你好多年...
什么酸溜溜的话都给你讲完...
你有没有想过人家的感受?
你批评人,那你呢???
照照镜子的你....
你的心...是黑的...
根本就是个冷血动物!
我不怕得罪你...因为这不是我的错...我只是实话实说!
你以为你真的是公主吗???
每个人都要服从你下的命令....?
都是我们的错?而不是你的错?

我们有男朋友,没陪你出去也是我们的错咯?
拜托...你大我一岁!你思想还比我幼稚!

我拜托你..醒悟吧你!!!!!
被老师,自己的父母亲骂过了...还是耳濡目染

那天你被老师臭骂了一顿...
你哭了很难过...
一边吃着,一变哭...
你的食物滴满了你的眼泪...
我看你哭了,我以为你觉悟了...知错能改~
哪知道...你却跑去跟那个带坏你的男生有说有笑...
你能不能不要跟他太靠近?他只会把你带坏!!!!

你...几时会悔改????

360度转变

2009-04-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

A big transform of me...
last sunday, i went out with my fren to the spring, till nite.. we went to jalan song.
my mum called me up....scold me very loudly~~ wooo... scare me...
she asked me to back home.
okay.. its 7.30pm...
well, i asked my friend to pick me back...
OMG~
went into the house $^&*@(#($(*$&
gosh!!! damn no mood, cause been BOOM BOOM BOOM
my mummy will scold me just because i didnt study, juz keep playing! but i did lor, juz seldom study only!

after take bath.. i bring some book went upstairs to my bedroom..
be quiet...alone...
my brain keep spin spin spin
i think... it's was my fault...
should not angry at my mummy!
then i sms to my tuition teacher asked her help me buy some model test for me..
and sms my friend, asked him teach me maths...
on every saturday and sunday~
lol...

maths,u spin my head right round ... right round!
u spin my head right round....right round!!!

H.A.T.E. MATHS...
but then, i gonna love u soon...
peace ^^v haha...

yesterday i went to tuition...
then teacher said i was shocked... how come u changed...
lol..

become.. better~ hye!!! it's time to study. kay.. chai sin tze!!!
dont be lazy.. your bf vincent chang will dissapointed if u not study...
kay????
wake UP!!!!

THE END ...
<3

Meet my lovely Princess!

2009-04-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

hmmph.. last week i already get rumor from my friend that my little princess this week will be back from australia~

wee... damn happy !

te he he...

she is my best friend that i love her so much so much!

from 8 years old. means primary 2....untill now 17 years . have been 9 years...

we still are very good friend!

everytime when she back, call her up and meet her!

she is quite a funny gal~ we are very playful when saw each others...

we laugh~ we talk gossip.. ji ji zha zha.. both of us.. really 38! haha!

22 of april

finished school, reached home..

take a bath...

make up.. curl my hair

and then asked my mummy sent me to her house.

but then, i reached her house, but she not yet bath...

haha. then i wait her at living room...

and then... we sit her auntie's bf car... went to 101 !

the first place we go is B!ng~

we order the drink and cake...

ice blended chocolate and american chocolate cake~

we found a place for a sit~

she is pretty. right? hehe . do we look like sister?

hmph~ so nice! i loves the cake. but the ice blended chocolate too sweet =X

we talk talk... after that...

went to kfc...actually our stomach very full lo~ but.. we have no place to go! pity~

101 area are too small!

we order mash potatoes, and cheesy wedges...

yummy~ my favorite@@

haha.. she took my phone...she shy shy . because i capture her

sin tze don't want to talk! haha.. impossible!

it's me~

after that, the third place we went is.. jase's tea room

hmmph~ that place not bad lah...

is the place for those ppl like to enjoy..and relaxing!

hmm.. i love the place and those decorations...

enjoyable~

peace for the life ^^ v

5pm

my mummy called me.

hye.. want back home le ma?

i said. ok.. come pick me!

then pick my princess back home also..

i took the present from my bag~

then gave to her..
she looks like so happy! XD

i love u my dearest princess...

u're always stay in my heart! <3

welcome back your hometown again..

we hang out again ya =X haha..

wait u back on end of the year~

peace ^^V

sorry for the late update..

because im very busy!

skin disease T.T

2009-04-19T12:52:00.000+08:00

Damn it...
my foot and hand are really itchy now!
start from yesterday, my foot and hand grow something like blister~
icthy`
this morning i went to clinic for checking...
doctor said cannot touch those stuff got fur....
owh... i just remember that i always hug the bear bear sleeping.
no wonder lar!
shit ah...
last night i really cant sleep well , because my foot so icthy~
aiyah... hope can get well soon lor..
the teddy bear, get away from me please..
sorry i know myself love u so much , but... because of u, i get sickness...
so... temporary, leave me sleep alone..
sorry i know u are so pity...

女人的情绪~

2009-04-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

女人有时连自己都搞不清楚自己，男人更很难摸清、摸透，所以只能“摸顺”。女人发起脾气来，比天气还阴晴不定、忽冷忽热，对她们，只能安抚其情绪，让她们的“海啸”快点平息。如果你能做到让她这座活火山沉静得像死火山一样，那么，你就是一个高明的男人。

女人常常想太多,总是猜测..弄自己麻烦....就对男人一哭二闹三上吊~女人可因一点小事就说自杀..
不瞒你说,我也曾做酱的事~

刚谈恋爱时，男人对女人的情绪，如同温度计般的敏感，但是日子久了，男人往往懒得理。我的朋友啊,常常就投诉他的前男友....有时我作为听众者，我就找那个男的说：你就哄哄她嘛……男人会说：管他啦~他要生气就生气吧~我不想理她~
厚~那个女人真的有点烦耶~让我也受不了...
我的耳朵都受不了. 一通电话可聊几个小时...都是她在讲!
他们都已经分了啊...但是我不明白那个女的为何一直烦他..
那个女人也不会想的! 那个男人都不要你了,为何还厚着脸皮去缠他?

My life ... so boring~

2009-04-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

Friday..(it's good friday~ public holiday)

i woke up early , i went to coffee shop with my parents for having breakfast... uhmmm... so long i didnt eat laksa liaw...

miss it~

after having our breakfast...

went back to home sweet home..

and i , online...show the video to my dad... he wants to buy a IPhone or nokia 5800..

hek hek.. and his old phone. nokia N95, will be mine... xixi~

i saw my dad's jeans had smiling face~ haha.. so funny!

after that, we went to tun jugah for shopping~ mummy bought a short pants and dress...

but i didnt buy anything~

i order apple juice~
hmm,i think secret recipe better than this~

after lunch, we went to riverside de parkson for shopping~

haha,where is the head?

parents finish bought the things they want, then we back home luu~

at nite.. i watch taiwan drama alone and cried...

lol... the drama are so touch~

watch untill 1am something~then lay at the bed... sleep tightly~

Saturday..

i woke up very late~ i keep looking of my phone..

im waiting for my darling's call..

but.. is another ppl call me.. swt~ i scolded tat guy, why so early call me?

i walk to downstairs, take my breakfast~ and i using my sis's laptop watch another drama again..

and then, i recieve a call .. is darling~ he use public phone to call me.

he said, he not yet get back the phone. because today they have bergotong-royong..

must clear before they get back the phone...

hmm.. they i go back to the bedroom. lay on the bed again~

dreaming~

then i heard outside so noisy..

then i look down from the window..

they cut the grass .. my house de landscape... nice?

想测试你是否有标准的体重吗?来~

2009-04-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.funaicare.com.tw/healthy.html

我的BMI是19~
幸好我是标准的...
要不然我要去撞墙!!!
我还要减肥啊! 我越来越胖

以前我发育时期都没吃营养的东西,那时很瘦~
现在后悔了, 吃多一点!!
但是越吃越胖!
没吃对食物咯!!

The little gal...

2009-04-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

the little gal is me...
haha...
erm... from last time untill now... become more mature ~ uhuh...
lolz~
umm,i admit... last time i had a childish mind...so many matter of myself...
this few days a lot of thing happening~
i don't want to mention too much~
haha.. im quite busybody to care something!
but... just a caring...
i don't want to argue with anyone ...
i just want a happy and simple life...
no worries. no unhappy .

xixi....

friends are forever....

ummm... sorry to my best friend, shirley and nelson.. i make you guys disappointed on me that i can't independent...
thanks for the advise... i will always remember...
and darling... sorry to make u disappointed too...
but, i will try my best to do everything...

just now i recieved a call from my darling...
i told him all the happen of this few day ...
ummm...
i told him i got study..
and asked him buy TOTO ...
haha.. u know why? becoz last time i went to mc donald for doing my project...
he saw im very hardworking..
he go bought TOTO with his fren..use the date for number~
then they get prize.. forget how much already..
after tat, quite long time he just told me about this, cause he scare me angry about him~
nothing to angry with.. but quite funny, he suddenly go buy TOTO lahh! lolz...
he told me something~ , make me very worried of him..
he said his camp got people 鬼上身... (p/s : sorry i don't know how to say it in english)
omgg!!
i shocked...
4 ppl been 鬼上身...
i said.. u better always bring ur 符 at your side ohh..
he said yea.. everyday i bring it..
phew... scare me...
luckily no matter with him...
i said... thanks god.. becoz before he went to ns i pray for him...

awww.... darling.. must take care yourself...k?

miss him badly =X

joe... u're so friendly to me... haha..
u had a sweet voice...
haha...

xixi...

Happy birthday to my lovely mummy~

2009-04-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

last nite, family and i went to restuarant for a dinner,celebrated mummy's birthday~
xixi...

nothing special ~

wahh~ nice view huh...

my daddy and mummy~

the foods... i give 3 star! hmmp,not really nice~

owh~ i love this drinks.. i give 5 star... hehe... ice cream with milk tea,yummy~

its quite a simple birthday for mummy lor...

she dont like birthday cakes...so we didnt buy for her lor..

xixi... today my sis bought a prefume for mummy.

but i didnt buy anything for her...because i didnt go out shopping! how many weeks im staying in home... i didnt hang out with any friends after darling went to selangor for NS....

now... everyday with boring life~ no mood for study...

if he still at kch...at least i will study a while lor...

now.. i wont~ everday just dreaming.. every week cried once time...

Awww.. enough! i hate this life right now...

zzz~ PATIENT PLEASE!

he take holiday for 3 days... he went to kl...

now he went to shopping centre for shopping~

aww.. so relax and enjoy~jealous lar...

eh, kch when got big shopping centre like kl?

im tired of those shopping centre in kch~errrr....

APRIL FOOL

2009-04-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

昨天我的同学正在讨论明天要如何过愚人节...

他们打算要带盐,味晶去学校...

我没带...哈哈...

今天一早....那些同学开始要玩了...

他们就趁人家不注意...就倒盐和味晶进水壶~

当那个人喝水时....吐了出来...哈哈...害我们笑死去啦...

好多人中哦....他们连女生也不放过....

但是我没中咯...因为他们不敢弄我,哈哈...

真好玩的一天

^^V

SHIT!! wasting my 5 hours

2009-03-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

OMG~ can't believe tat time passed very fast...

In this year, after the 3rd of june.. i GONNA be 17 years old luu...

in chinese birth.. im in 18 years old lor.. hehe..

i can drive liao...

today i go listen the KPP... Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu..

and the si fu come my house and pick me...

so young lar him...

kepo de me, take pic... hiak hiak...

we went to SIMPANG TIGA...

linda sit in front, i keep laugh at her.. xixi...

aww... the teacher...

it's really bored... no psp.no hp allowed.no mp3 player...not allowed to go...

wahhh... so many rules... haha.. i didnt bring my psp also... juz... the half way when i was listening to the teacher talking...my phone keep rang.. mummy and bf called me.. but i didnt answer lor...

recess time, me ,linda,chiew ni went to canteen for taking our lunch..arrr...the service are really suck...

i order 3 plate of cha kueh tiaw ...

waiting for how many minutes, then we get our food..

then enjoy the food...

hmmm.. the taste not bad lar...

i tot was so yucks... haha... coz my friend told me, i tot so.. but doesn't... haha...

went back and continue the lesson...

awww... the three of us, really tired already...

the three piggy sleeping...

a while then i woke up already.... hiak hiak~

sorry lar... too boring mar...

holly shit, need wasting my time to learn about the law...

aiya... i wanna drive mer... dont want complain liao.. haha....

it's me...

the two gals was accompany wif me to listen the KPP...

haha.. the pic i was capture, that time want to back home already...

TIRED OF THIS SUNDAY!!! ARGH...

awww,my friend(fiona) her birthday celebrate on SATURDAY..

but .. i cant attend.. bcoz she celebrate at PUB...

awww.. u knew lar... i won't go that place~

i will buy present for u.. dont worry~

BEEN TAGGED BY THE STUPIAKLING~

2009-03-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

1. Name The People You Tagged

AH JOE
VIVIAN
FELICIA
Ah ti

2. Describe yourself in one word.

BORED

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?

both...

4.Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?

yes...

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
not happy with it ...

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
darling... i love u, please take care yourself~ dont worry ...

7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u?
ok, stop talking about it... forget wat im saying juz now

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
ya

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
i dunno... =]

10. Long distance love ?
right now... counting... at 9months something...

11. Best place to cry.
bedroom .. nap at the bed , huggie my bear...

12. Who do you love the most?
family + bf + bbf

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
i dont have dreaming last night~

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
ya... juz argue with him yesterday

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
ya... he had another gal... but i dunno anything

16. The last person you had a beer with?
friends...at the beach.

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
boyfriend

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?

boyfriend...

19. The last person you hugged?
boyfriend

20. The last person you yelled at...
mummy

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
yea... my bf

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
the PIG... he scold me in bad words...

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
wish my bf would be ok at selangor...

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
TAIWAN

25. What you hate the most?

ppl who disturb me...

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

to love my bf

27. Five facts About Me :
crazy

funny

stupid

smallgas

love to laughing

28. Five things that scare me:
LONELY
UNHAPPY
GHOST

PPL WHO HURT ME...

TO LOST MY BF

TO LOST MY FREN

TO LOST MY FAMILY

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
honey money

fall for u

30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
Those stuff in pink colour...

Friends, family, boyfriend

my teddy bear ( alwez company me to fall asleep)

My handphone(cant without it)

psp(im using it when i was boring)

清明节...

2009-03-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

有句名句形容清明节:

清明时节雨纷纷,路上行人欲短魂~

可是呢, 今天天气特别好的咯...没太阳,没下雨...我和家人都带着愉快的心情去扫墓...

不过我们没拔草啦, 爸爸有提前叫工人去拔草了...

wearing green tee , tat is my dad...

i love the sky

真讨厌嗅到那股浓浓的烟味

我的婆太...

今天不只拜一个位子而已...

公太,婆太还有我的公公...

扫墓好了,我们就去吃早餐...

回到家,10点多...我男朋友就打电话给我...

聊了满久...

我终于听到他的声音了...哈哈...

我真的很想念他~

The school life...

2009-03-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

our school had a decorate notice board competition...

our teacher so kia shu.. told us, if cannot get no.1, but must get no.2...

siao lah...lets see... the ugly notice board..

wtf... i hate the right side de notice board..(p/s. not me decorate one...)

i only draw the words.. and help them do some only~

WARM THE HEART, GREEN THE WORLD~

i like this part.. the earth

after that, during chinese period...

my form teacher gave those ppl had good result on top 10...

im the one who inside top 10...

unbelievable le?? paiseh nah, im in lousy class ~ lol...

last year i also always in top 10 de...

cause... don't have contender...

=(

2009-03-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

felt so dissapointed on my result!!!

shit!

IM GONNA STUDY HARD!

darling... why this few day u didnt call me?

so many things happened, i want to tell u about it...

i miss u badly ='(

worried about u...

haiz haiz!!!

Weee...

2009-03-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

7.16pm~
That time i was watching tv...
my phone keep vibrate...
038--------bla bla de number... call me...
i tot is who wor...
i reject to answer the phone...
second time tat people call me again. (in my heart: don't know is darling call me mah?!)
then i quickly run to my bedroom and answer the phone...
hello... darling here...
me : shocked...... lagging there for how many second... huh?? darling ha??? is u?? yeah yeah!!!
him: dear ah... i bought the card... i use public phone to call u. my h. phone not yet get back!
me: haha.. nvm nvm... da... i really miss u ah! are u ok? last nite can fall asleep?
him: can't ah... i keep take your tee shirt and the tee was company me to sleep!
me: hehe... me too ah~ i keep hug the bear bear with the tee...u botak liao ah?
him: yeah... quite xin ku de lor... so hot...
me: ark??? so pity de darling... take care yourself yahhh...you called yur mummy already?
him: yes... i called her first.. then i saw my back so many ppl lined up... then i think let ppl call first lor... then i lined up again then call you...
me : hehe.. nvm lar...
him : dear ah... got ppl lined up for waiting to call the phone liao..
me : ok ok darling!! must take care yourself ya.. i love u darling!!
him : ok dear... you too oh... MUACK MUACK... I LOVE YOU DEAR...

wee... that time i so powerfull lor...
before his call... i felt so bored ah.. =( just watch tv, online....
hehe... tonight can sleep tight tight liao!!! YEAH! =)

Lonely Night

2009-03-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

晚上感觉好寂寞...
你睡得着吗?
我很想念你...
我一整晚想着你...
我哭了...

手机没有你的信息...
真的很不习惯....

我好孤单...

抱着熊熊穿着你的衣...
他身上有你的味道...
晚上我抱着睡着去~

星期六...
我的电话会一直开着...
等你打电话给我....

爱你哦....
晟睿!!!
VINCENT CHANG!

i miss u badly...

2009-03-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

darling... are u all right now?
darling... my handphone without your msg, felt so sad...
just now 6.58pm he called me...
he said, 我的电话要被收了...
i said, huh? why so fast huh?
he said , ya lor... du lan ah! and he said had no choice...
i just keep quiet.... (that time i was crying)
he said... don't cry... later i worried ah...
he still say jokes with me... eh! dont cry leh... later i walk walk .. fall down the longkang ah..
haha... he make laugh...
i said.. ok lar... bye bye... take care yourself... i love you!
he said .. bye... u too... must remember to drink water ya.. i love you!

actually i didnt cry today.. but at night... the last call he call me..i cry already~
sigh... first time had this feeling... because he never leave me...
everyday we play sms, call each others... we talk on the phone at least 2 to 3 times...
everyday talk jokes... make each others laugh...
but now? i cant have this feeling liao...
wait after 3 months =(
too bad

darling!!! I REALLY MISS YOU!

我和你,在看游神的那一晚~

2009-03-19T09:54:00.000+08:00

昨天,我和我的男朋友约好要去看游神~

我叫我的朋友载我. 可是她没空...我不可能会求我的家人载我...等下又骂到我臭头!

于是我便叫我的LYDIA公主麻烦下来载我一下...

4点多,我妈妈说她要去跑步...

我就紧紧张张上楼去冲凉...

然后出来打电话告诉我男朋友我妈妈出了,刚好他坐的士的路上...要去TABUAN JAYA...

我家近近而已,就顺便叫他过来我家载我一下....

我们拍照片

去TABUAN JAYA 走走一下...

陪他的朋友吃东西...但我和他不饿..只叫饮料来喝...

他的朋友吃好了,我们3人又坐的士去城市~

到那里了,我们就下车...站在STAR戏院的后面看花车队~

可惜我没带相机,我只用电话随便拍拍吧了...

我喜欢这个...因为他是粉红色~
我本来是没看到,我男朋友告诉我..
我喜欢那个五颜六色的~

连花~

大概7点多,出神啦~

双手和十,祈祷...我男朋友去国民服务一切顺利...也平平安安的回来...

花车走完后,我和他,还有他几个朋友走路去河滨公园. 前面是他的朋友...那对情侣那边有说有笑...

我们三个在那边八卦起来...DAYMOND,我,我的男朋友~

我忘了说什么了...记得一片段...

我:等下那个人小便啊...

DAYMOND: 人家用打水枪射的比较远~

我: EEE...做么你那么肮脏的哦?

DAYMOND: 欸...你想到哪里去哈??人家是说玩的水枪...
我: .....=.="

DAYMOND,我男朋友: 笑...

我:我就指他头发上去...你看你的头还不是黄!!(因为他有HIGHLIGHT头发嘛!)

我们三个人那边笑个不停...
明明是我想歪,却赖到我男朋友头上去~

我们走走走,到RIVERSIDE 去~

再看花车.....

那时我口很渴,我跟男朋友去KFC买水和WEDGES~

那个LYDIA打给我呀...她说她在7ELEVEN...
然后就去找她咯...

我们就坐在那边看花车~

然后啊...我和男朋友上次说好我带各自的衣服交换给对方~
因为想念的时候....可以.... 哈哈!!!

你看...他们~

然后,我们等神明走了,我们也跟着后面走...

过不久,我也跟LYDIA车回啦...

我的男朋友也陪我走...到我要进车的时候...他亲了我的嘴...我看着他,他对我说...别哭!

然后他叫我上车...然后我对他说小心哦...因为他要走回去找他的朋友嘛~

回到家,冲好凉后....我躺在床睡着去....手还拿着他给的衣服~

直到四点多我又醒来~睡不着了...

5点多...

我就叫他起床...

我闲着没事做拿他的衣服穿在我的BEAR BEAR 上...

看~几可爱的吧?

但是我男朋友没那么肥吧?哈哈!!!

我抱着你...我很想念你...

他现在是在飞机上~

他刚刚打给我说...他要关电话了,并交代我一些东西~ XD

我并没哭...我忍在心里....他三个月会回来的...我等他!!!

献出你爱心...

2009-03-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

因为要做SIVIK PROJECT...我们选择要去CHESHIRE HOME 去拜访他们,娱乐他们...带给他们欢乐...他们心里也许非常寂寞...需要我们的帮助...

早上九点多...我去KING CENTRE拿我的衣服...

然后去CILIPADI附近的咖啡店和我的朋友坐在那聊天~

然后就坐她车去啦..

我们早已还钱给我们班的财政,买米,买饮料,饼干给他们...

10AM..

我们在他们的饭厅集合...

而我....今天,我负责摄影...

哈哈...

我们准备了,一些蛋糕和饮料跟他们分享!

我的姐妹在跟老人聊天...喂他喝饮料~

给你蛋糕~ =)

就在忙乱的情况下...

诗仪说要开始玩游戏....

摆臭脸给人看,什么诗仪?(我班的同学)
还跟老师大小声说话,当众随便骂我们...我就回应她,哇...现在是要骂人吗?

最忍受不了她跟老师大小声,你以为你是谁?!
又没跟我们配合,说指示没人懂,老师都不懂啊!!! 还假会你多厉害...

主持到一半又消失,去外面跟男生说话(她的朋友来找她)
给她搞到我们没心情...

很多人都纷纷投诉!
好啦~ 不说她了...

开始玩了,每个人都很紧张..
我们玩传杯子的游戏...音乐开始播发,如果音乐停留,那个杯子拿在其中的一个人..

就要上台表演...

哈哈,音乐才刚播发他就开始跳舞哦,真的很佩服他有勇气!
我们不应该看不起他们.我们应该要帮助他们...让他们快乐~
因为,他们比谁都需要关怀~我们真的要用真心去爱他们...

其实他们不是你们想象的那么恐怖!

访问...

我要说说这小孩...他真的很可怜~

他被父母抛弃,他才五岁如果我没记错...他看到我们就紧紧的抱住我们.

真的让我们感到十分伤心,从小...我们都能得到父母的关怀,疼爱...父母还不时给我们拥抱...

但他?跟我们不一样,他缺少父母的爱... 他不能得到我们所拥有的~

如果他能回到他爸妈的身边,我想...他真的会抱紧他的爸爸妈妈,像抱我们一样...带着笑容~

他真的让我学习到很宝贵的东西...我真的很幸福...

THE GANG OF US

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EXAM EXAM!!!

2009-03-13T10:36:00.000+08:00

Phew....Finally finish my exam...

aiks.. damn tired...

but actually i didnt study well before my exam... =X

i just keep playing only~ = =

i don't know after form 5 what i will be...

beautician? hairdresser? designer ? or... study in college to get course?

sigh... im stress ~

i scare i can't get a good result...

expecially my SPM examination, this year is my turn to having SPM lahh...

i felt so regret, this 4 years i didn't study well...

it's too late!!

time pass very fast.. 9 more months, i gonna finish my form 5...

well, stop talking about that...haha...

next monday i will be very busy..

doing my project. but this project are very special...

visit cheshire home...

have plan some programme~

weeeeeeee~

My wish list ^^ IM CRAZY OF PINK COLOUR!!!!

2009-03-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

NO.1

izzit cute?? cute huh? haha..
it's PINKY ST. MY MELODY PINKY STREET FIGURE COSPLAY

NO.2
LG LH5000 ICE CREAM *of course i choose PINK*

NO.3
i hope my sweet 17 birthday have a strawberry cake...yummy~

NO.3

I HOPE I HAVE A PINKY BEDROOM

NO.4

HELLO KITTY COLLECTION~

woo... i like the bedomg~ so cute!! the bathtub , but impossible to get it!

i like the black dress... weee~

M.A.C make up set!

woo~so cool ! ^^

muackz....

IM CRAZY RIGHT NOW!! HAHA!

im new...

2009-03-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

hello... i moved to blogspot here...
i damn hate to use wretch.
suck..
upload pic very slow..
okie, talk about my life now..
something let me felt very sad...
my baby boy gonna go NS soon...

miss him badly~

haiz...

and the location is SELANGOR lor...

damn far.. how can i go there for visit him??

he go on 19th of march , back on 8th of june~

and my birthday is on 3rd of june...

too bad. he can't celebrate with me.. sigh~

patient patient CHAI SIN TZE!

time pass very fast~