男人的话会多么伤人，我们自己都不知道。

爱情的滋味，有的时候很甜
有的时候，却又酸酸涩涩的

她在你的面前就会失去语言的能力，她不会争吵，她说不过你，有些话，流泪的时候说不清楚
所以，女孩想，用这个方式告诉你，很多时候，她并不是无理取闹，也许，在你看来微不足道的小事，她却敏感的触到了内心的自卑与恐惧;因为，她是女孩，因为她爱你，她在乎你，所以会因为你不经意见的一句小小的气话，默默的伤心流泪;

如果你也同样爱她，那么，请不要对她说那些伤人的话;


1.“原来你就没有信过我”
她要是没相信你，会在一次又一次的伤心之后继续和你在一起吗？只是你以前给她的伤害太多了，现在她难免有些疑心，多问你几句。别忘了，她是一个女孩！你知道心疼其他的女孩，害怕自己的言行会让其他的女孩子不开心，就忘了身边的她也需要你的关心和肯定吗？


2.“我错了，行吗！对不起，还不行吗！”

谁 都知道这句话不过是你在和她赌气，你有没有想过用另一种方式和她交流呢？女孩子难免会无理取闹，但她绝不是故意的！如果你肯耐心哄她，等她开心的时候再心 平气和的给她讲道理，就会减少很多次的争吵，她也会为你的做法而感动的。有点时候，其实她争吵的原因并不是事件的本身，能不能不要再用理智的方式解释事件 本身，用赌气的方式解决争端呢？


3.“你太任性了！”
当初是谁说过会一直宠着她、让着她的？是谁说过可以包容她的所有缺点？又是谁说过喜欢她任性时的样子？难道你都忘了吗？！既然做不到，为什么要承诺呢？



4.“你答应过我不再提以前的事了，你为什么做不到！”
你还记得你答应过她什么吗？你还记得你兑现了多少吗？你不允许她提你的“过去”，可你想过你的“过去”让她伤到多深吗？你让她承受的时候，她连躲避的机会都没有，现在你让她忘了，她就要逼自己当一切没发生;换作你，你做得到吗？



5.“我现在一点自由的空间都没有！”
她可以为你牺牲很多时间、很多事情，从没有抱怨过什么，为什么你牺牲了一点点就要每天都挂在嘴边呢？！


6.“我不管多累，都会来陪你，你不知足！”
你去找她只是因为她想见你吗？你就对她丝毫的想念都没有？！见面完全是为了满足她的愿望？！那这份爱情还真独特;


7.“你自己也找点事做，别总想着和我呆在一起！”
原来你已经不喜欢和她在一起了、已经烦她了！你看到她的心在流泪了吗？她不是没人陪、没事做，只是她的爱还没有变，而且还天真的以为你仍然像以前那样爱她！

也许她是个太敏感的女孩

就是小小的一句气话
可能就会黯然
就会悄悄的躲起来哭泣
可是，真的真的，她爱你;
请不要再用这些话来伤害她了，可以么？

Those sentences my ex told me before . 1 to 7 , almost 6 sentences he told me before..
He is not good guy..
How much he hurt me. How he cheated me.. I Never forget.

21 september

selamat hari raya!

^^

i only have one malays friend. his name is aizat..

i texted him and greet him selamat hari raya, and he replied and asked me to visit his house..

but im shy lah. never meet him before.. and don't know where is his house..

i went to my dad's cousin house

lol.. will u guys feel so curious that why my dad got a malay cousin??

all right, tell u guys why..

hmm.. last time.. my grandma's parents was destitute . and her parents got a lot of daughter. so they decided to let oldest sister adpot by a malays family..

then now. she was married to a malay man..

she already got son, son's wife ,grandson and granddaughter...

with a rich and happy family

every year raya we must visiting them.. as a manner. haha...

in the early morning.. we took our breakfast. then we went to grandma house to pick grandma and auntie..

my dad really so kiddie.. ^^

my sister really vain! =D

reached my dad's cousin house.. we greet them and shake hand..

those are my cousin.. biao jie, biao jie fu

mummy and daddy was talking with cousin

biao jie and her cute daughter ( sweetie pie)

nice garden

my food.

my grandma and her sister 100 % likeness..

after that, we leave.

we went to dad's friend house and visit him..

he married with a malay women..

but he is a chinese man..

cool ?? he became muslim..

whao.. my dad's friend love to telling story..

but i never hear what he said..

candid* haha

my cousin and my sis

lol.. u like the green soft drinks ,izzit?

sorry. im vain too =)

he is a business man too. who are very good in drawing and creative mind..

next..

and the last visted house..

wooo.. when u saw the picture.. u will say HIGH CLASS..

haha.. this is my dad's customer house.

the customer is malay.. but her husband is england's man

my dad helped him do ceiling

show the ceiling to u guys.. im proud with my dad

nice??

and this.

and this... wahhhhhh.. hahaha...

we are enjoy the food.. thumb up. yummy yummy

my dad got capture more pic.. at his camera..
i cannot show too much picture..
later got ppl copy the boss's house style later i will been accuse..
haha kidding kiddng..

after that, we fetch our grandma back her house.
i was exhausted.. at car slept untill like a pig.
end...


22 september
this morning.. i went out took breakfast with my family at 101 coffee shop..
i finished my breakfast.. i was enjoyed my Teh C..
i saw a fatty uncle walked onward..
then i saw something drop on the floor from his pocket
i wanted to call that uncle to tell him that something is drop from his pocket..
but i was shy.. i don't dare to tell him about it.
then.. when i wanted to go into the car..
before that. i went and looked on the floor what is that..
then i looked carefully.
i told my mum.. mami.. that is a HONG LEONG atm card..
then i took it, i go find the fatty uncle.
i looked on him.. he is reading english newspaper.. i was thinking.
he sure don't know how to speak chinese..
then i said. uncle.. your card..
he just blur blur like that looked at me.. OH, THANK YOU..
i was sweating.. haha.. i went into the car..

my parents said..
you see you see.. that fatty man came out ah..looked at u..
i think.. he just awaken. because just now i gave him his card . he just blur blur looked at me..
after that, my parents asked ...what is his response while u gave him back the card?..
i said.. he just blur blur looked at me..
my parents said. sure lah. u didnt tell him where he drop. and he dont know he drop the card also ma.. sure blur blur lah...

whatever lah.. i saw it drop from his pocket ma..

i told parents.. i learned from daddy de.. because last time my dad half way driving..
saw a malay ride motorcycle.. his wallet drop on the road..
my dad quickly hon the malays guys.. he rode so fast.. like didnt heard we hon him..
my dad took the wallet from the road and waited for him to come back..
then he rode not far just realize..
he rode back and find us..
he took back..

haha.. must be a person who are kind..so that, ppl will treat u kind too..
but sometime.. ppl who bully u or step on your head.. MUST TREAT THEM THE SAME THING!

the end...

yesterday evening. i went to THE SPRING with my bf , daymond, melvin, and benny!

then we planned to watch movie at MBO.

we choose a movie.. G-force (3D) it cost rm 20 @@

and we watched at 6.15pm

this is the first time i went to MBO cinema watch movie...

WHAO! inside the cinema is really HIGH CLASS!!!

better than star cinema a lot a lot!

when we went inside the cinema.. the staff gave us 3D glasses

inside was so dark.. we wear up our 3D glasses and enjoy the movie..

the movie quite nice lah, but a bit bored..

LOL..

and among the movie got put some pop song.. so cool!

like Boom Boom Pow, Flo,Rida(jump) some lady gaga songs..

quite nice..

 ^^

after that we went out from cinema..

something happened!

someone so flower heart and hurt my friend..

saw my friend really felt hard.. he knocked his head on the wall.

i advise him to break up..

then he break up with her..

hmm.. dont mention too much.. =)

after that we went outside talking..

SIN TZE LOVE VINCENT <3

with green tee is melvin. and the one who wear cap is daymond

he was ate the chocolate that i gave him..

while we chit chat. my dad was called me. he said he was on the way to pick me..

when he reached. he called me..

then i got 4 body guard was walked behind me. LOL!

i brought them to Nederland.. HAHA!

i walked wrong way..DUH!... LOL!

my 4 body guard was so swt!

haha...

then i back home already.. it was 8 pm something then i back already.

so early , right? haih.. im a good girl, u know?

HAHA

shit?!

i hate going to school.

need to faces mod exam and spm soon..

OMG! i not yet get ready.. =(

ar.. forget about it..

lol. let talk about how i spend my holidays.

hehe..

my holidays is very very boring..

always stay at home be home girl..

everyday online, chatting, fb, view ppl's blog..

but i seldom watch televison , weird right?

from my holidays started. i always stay at home, or tuition.. my life always like this..

last saturday..  my friends and i made some sushi ~ yummy!

but too bad. i wasn't not california maki.. i wanna do it when i free.. i get ebiko liao! my friend helped me to bought ebiko.

im finding the ebiko really really hard. duh.. last friday . i went to choice daily, boulevard..

also didn't found my ebiko! T.T

I LOVE DIE EBIKO!

okay, stop the topic.

show you guys how we make sushi  ^^

it's simple and easy

1. firstly, wash your rice. Add some water.

2. one eggs, stir the eggs. and then use pan/pot to fry the eggs.

bravo.. my kylie babe.. she can fry the egg nicely.

3.boil the prawn, crab stick and sausages 

( im sorry that i didnt show out the pic, because im the one who boil the ingredient)

=) 

4. cut the cucumber, crab stick, prawn ,eggs and sausages~

5. boil the rice vinegar,salt and sugar and stir it..

mix with the rice.

6.before u wrap it. put all the ingredient on top of the seaweed.

7. wrap it and cut it off..

my kylie babe.. she is so cute. haha

DENG DENG! lol..

the sushi shape doesn't look nice. but.. DELICIOUS!

kylie, me and kelly take turns to made sushi..

the most smaller size sushi is made by kelly. HAHA..

^^

stop here..

昨晚,我以为我不看到那个电话,我就不会想起他!
哪里知道,当我回房间的时候...
我的手很顺手的从我的枕头下拿了我的电话出来..
看是否有信息...
没有! 很失望的躺在床上翻来翻去..
睡不着觉!~
只好发信息给他说..
我投降了!
(才没到一天的时间.. 自己已经投降了)

我打电话给他.
我问他说你在哪里.. 玩SNOOKER啊..
我说... 好的,你去玩先吧..
他就说.. 不用紧啦!
我就一直笑~
他问我,做么你一直笑?
我说我真的很可笑...我投降了!
他就说.. 说真的,你要我放下你,我做不到...
我听了很感动...
有流泪了...

我很可笑吧??超级三分种热度!

Actually i dont felt want to post about this thing.
But i cant patient. If i faces something problem.. i sure will talk to him or friends..
express my soul to my blog..

sometime happened between me and him..
i dont mention about it..

i don't even dare to cry while im talking phone with him..
my tears just drop from my eyes..
I don't dare to cry out any sound.. just silent...
he asked me. u cried?
i said. no.. i didn't. i said ok lah. u go find your friend liao ( he still at food fair that time)
he said don't want..
i forced him to go find his friends.
at last he said ok..

i send msg for him..
I DONT METION WHAT WE WROTE ON THE MSG..

At last, i decided. gave him 1 day to think of it..and not to contact for 1 day..
let him compare the freedom life or got a gf life..

He accepted my decision and asked me to think of it too..

last msg he send me still shown that he still care of me..
i told him im going to sleep now..
actually i cheated him..

i just want to be alone..
i leave my phone at my bedroom.. don't want to look for it..
if i saw that handphone will make me to think of him, and think want to sms him..
i just leave it there..

why?? why relationship is that hard to maintain..
I DO BELIEVE LOVE IS NOT FOREVER!

Maybe.. i gonna be single,
maybe.. i still on relationship..

im waiting for his answer..
and he also waiting for my answer!